*To Grieve or Not to Grieve?

I don't know what to do. I am so sad when I think about it, and yet we haven't hit a dead end yet, we've just been warned that a dead end is likely. I feel alone. There are hundreds of others in the US going through what we are. We need a support group!
I don't think most people understand that Liv is in our hearts. We have pictured her and planned for her for months. Maybe this is a little like a miscarriage? To know a child is coming, but to have not yet seen or held her, and to lose her. Maybe it's not.

Blessings to you who are going through this too. Let's pray for each other, and pray that Vietnam will clean up its system, and that those orphans will have loving homes.